It's 4 am and I am awoken by little Bailey girl,
She is our new puppy, full of life and energy,
Making me evaluate my life - sending me into a whirl,
Feelings I cannot fully describe, flood me.
Family having babies,
Making me feel sad, that time is over for me,
But I am glad it is over - Am I not? Strange....
A sense of loss overwhelms me.
Where to from here? What has God planned for me?
Settling down, still to find that place.
Yet, at the same time, I want to travel, explore,
I come alive, when I am lost in an experience.
I love my husband, my children, my family.
I think this may be... an existential crisis....:-)
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Last year this time: Spring I take this excerpt from a hymn called It Only Takes A spark "What a wondrous time is spring, W... -
When all alone you sit, And your heart is in your hand, Don't despair, Your God is near. When you walk along the street, And not ...
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These are a collection of songs and poems I wrote from when I was 10 years old until the death of my father at age 18. Some of my Umhlali f...
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