Sunday, April 30, 2017

New Beginnings

It's 4 am and I am awoken by little Bailey girl,
She is our new puppy, full of life and energy,
Making me evaluate my life - sending me into a whirl,
Feelings I cannot fully describe, flood me.

Family having babies,
Making me feel sad, that time is over for me,
But I am glad it is over -  Am I not? Strange....
A sense of loss overwhelms me.

Where to from here? What has God planned for me?
Settling down, still to find that place.
Yet, at the same time, I want to travel, explore,
I come alive, when I am lost in an experience.

I love my husband, my children, my family.
I think this may be... an existential crisis....:-)






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